College is fun.

I guess this is were I should write all my feelings down, or something along those lines. Back in the day I would write in Xanga, and now since im a college student this should do. haha I am currently on Christmas break, and I havn't really been home much since school started. I enjoy living in Cincinnati, I love the city, the coffee, the concerts, the people, and the fact that I can do pretty much whatever I want, when I want to do it. Even though that often leads me to staying out far too late, watching some 3D movie or going to the smoke filled anchor to get some gross breakfast food, or for me just a diet coke. I enjoy the freedom, but too much freedom sometimes can be bad. Something I want is to fall in love with Jesus again,I desire to know him more but I find it hard sometimes at school to just sit down and spend time in the bible, or writing in my prayer journal since ALL of my classes have to do with the bible and I dont want my one on one time with Jesus to turn into my homework. I have caught myself falling down, pushing away, and even running from what God is trying to do in my life. But one thing I love about Jesus is that no matter who I am, what I become HE loves me.

College is cool, I love the freedom, I love the people, I love the City im in, But I don't want to lose touch with the thing that changed my life, I want to know Jesus personally, and I want to experience what He can do in my life if I just sit back and let Him change me.

I used to write alot, so here is a poem:

How come every time I start to see
the sun, and things start to look up. I fall on my face and I know some say its the perfect way and place to pray.
But right now. I am not to give up and move on.
Because this all happens too much and I'm scared.
So I'm going to run. But I know you, and as soon as I start to get up. You pull me back and say : "Its okay to be afraid but don't give up.
and then I start the process over again. Back on my face, Praying:
" God im ready to run this race, so show me your pace and I will move with you"




So that's all I have.

so until next time,
freedom is good, but too much can mess you up.


Peace out :)